I'm just so tired. Of all the drama, of all the BS and all the ignorance and stupidity floating around the air I breathe or travel though. I don't like feeling uninspired and like I don't give a damn. I like caring, I like feeling something, anything, just as long as I know I'm still alive. But, you know, who cares right? Everyone tells me that this is temperary, it'll go away. How long is temporary when you stay like this for more then four years? I just feel myself giving up. Not caring.

And please, I only wrote this to clear my thoughts and maybe give who ever reads this garbage some insight into my mind at the moment. I don't want your sypmathy or your pity. The only people I really would ever read comments from are Freaking Rainbow, Pete, Acero, Yuu, Rogue and Siji. If your not any of these people, then don't bother commenting